I just woke up from a nap and my fever was terrible....I have not been well for 2 weeks. Coughing up a little blood.
I asked the Lord if it was my time? He said "Not yet, but soon. I have a little more for you to do yet Then you will come home. There is nothing more for you to prove."
Ultimately, I am ending it back where I started. In the arms of a wonderful Filipino. Where I have found out what it means to be loved and treasured again. When I was 4 years old I was a scared, lonely little boy. A man named Francisco Ferrer Dotimas took my mother and I into his heart. Now, it is a most wonderful Filipina Lady named Mariber Rodriguez Pennicuff. Who reminded me once again what it feels like to be loved and appreciated.

Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
Psalm 82
A Psalm of Asaph.
1 God standeth in the congregation of the mighty;
he judgeth among the gods.
2 How long will ye judge unjustly,
and accept the persons of the wicked? Selah.
3 Defend the poor and fatherless:
do justice to the afflicted and needy.
4 Deliver the poor and needy:...
rid them out of the hand of the wicked.
5 They know not, neither will they understand;
they walk on in darkness:
all the foundations of the earth are out of course.
6 I have said, Ye are gods;
and all of you are children of the most High.
7 But ye shall die like men,
and fall like one of the princes.
8 Arise, O God, judge the earth:
for thou shalt inherit all nations.