I just woke up from a nap and my fever was terrible....I have not been well for 2 weeks. Coughing up a little blood.
I asked the Lord if it was my time? He said "Not yet, but soon. I have a little more for you to do yet Then you will come home. There is nothing more for you to prove."
Ultimately, I am ending it back where I started. In the arms of a wonderful Filipino. Where I have found out what it means to be loved and treasured again. When I was 4 years old I was a scared, lonely little boy. A man named Francisco Ferrer Dotimas took my mother and I into his heart. Now, it is a most wonderful Filipina Lady named Mariber Rodriguez Pennicuff. Who reminded me once again what it feels like to be loved and appreciated.

Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
Psalm 82
A Psalm of Asaph.
1 God standeth in the congregation of the mighty;
he judgeth among the gods.
2 How long will ye judge unjustly,
and accept the persons of the wicked? Selah.
3 Defend the poor and fatherless:
do justice to the afflicted and needy.
4 Deliver the poor and needy:...
rid them out of the hand of the wicked.
5 They know not, neither will they understand;
they walk on in darkness:
all the foundations of the earth are out of course.
6 I have said, Ye are gods;
and all of you are children of the most High.
7 But ye shall die like men,
and fall like one of the princes.
8 Arise, O God, judge the earth:
for thou shalt inherit all nations.

 

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Second day of soild fast

On the second day of solid fast. I am filled with emotions, some of which, I have not experienced before in my life. Thoughts swirl around me and I am full of opposite beginnings and goals. I hang in the balance Oh Lord!
My intention is to continue fast until an answer comes.
Which way Oh Lord? I prophesy your wisdom all the time. Now my wisdom fails me as I stand in the evening shadows.

 

Thus sayeth the Lord; "I will stand with my anointed, and they shall be the strength of my words. They hall speak of latter times with boldness fearing no man. Neither shall they fear the spirits that churn around them."
"They shall declare my intent to call time to an end, and to call the works of men to notice."
"Who waits on the promise of the sunrise? sayeth the Lord. "Who says of a surety that the rain will never fall again? It is the work of the Lord your God to give these in due season. So shall it be with the end of the reign of man. I have promised, and I do not lie. Wake each morning with a spirit of expectancy, and I will not leave you hoping without a promise."

"Let the Prophets Keep their words concerning the way I will Judge," Sayeth the Lord. " Vengeance is in my hand to multiply.
 "There is confusion in the air. I will hold the man accountable that keeps it going."
"Verify my words. Send out the message....Make ready the way."

Thus sayeth the Lord, "I call into the darkness. A place where men would hide their doings, and no one answers. When I talk plainly into  the day. They neither respond or take heed. They of the day are proud of their thoughts, deeds, and reasoning.
Which one should I judge first? I say it will be the one that standeth in the fullness of light. The ones that hide in the night are mindful of the evil they do and hide it.